A Heart of Forgiveness

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Good morning beautiful people!

As I was sitting with the Lord this past weekend; I realized how grateful I am to have a heart of forgiveness, repentance, a burden for souls, a true prayer life, and true intimate relationship with God. It is truly amazing when you come to place a rest and peace with the Lord you can sit still and understand how much the Lord truly loves you and wants the His will for your life. My God!

I have testified about many things and I testify to any and everyone who will listen.

But the truth is this, each time I share my testimony I get stronger and stronger and now I understand why the enemy tried to stop me from testifying. But the enemy did not win! Glory be to God! The enemy has no power of God. God is sovereign. Stop giving in to the enemies devices. He does the same old tricks but through different people which are demonic familiar spirits. You must know the Word of God and have it memorized enough to combat against satan. This is how Jesus beat satan when he was tempted. What makes you think you have a better way of beating the enemy than Jesus did? How prideful could you be or could we be to think we could beat the enemy any other way? We all are fools to think that we can beat satan by church programs, coming together in conferences and meeting without using Godโ€™s WORD!

My God, My God! People of God wake up!! This is war! After four long years of warfare in a CHURCH AND 7 Years of warfare with family, friends, foes and enemies. I have come to the full knowledge of God that as I walk with him I will always be under attack. You see while I was living in the world before my oldest son was murdered I could see the attacks but I had a mindset and heart of revenge not repentance. I felt like an eye for an eye. My Lord, help me testifyโ€ฆ. Fighting with prayer was not an option for me at all. Talking to the Lord for guidance was not an option for me at all. I am a fighter. I am a warrior! Always have been and always will be! However, since my son left this earth I have had to learn to fight with prayer and fasting. Who would have know that the Lord could change and use a woman like myself?Who knew that I would go from ashes to beauty.? Who knew? God knew! He knew once I knew him for myself, not the God my momma and daddy both taught me about and forced me to know. But once I truly allowed Him to be Lord over my life and my decisions. My God from Zion. As I am sitting here in my car with tears in my eyes. I am crying tears of joy! Tears of Joy not sorrow! Only God can turn your mourning into dancing and praises! I am so grateful for all the Lord has done for me!

He turned a heart of revenge into a heart of repentance and forgiveness. I was able to forgive my sonโ€™s killer and every man who every hurt me weather it be sexually, physically, emotionally or mentally. My mind is stronger than it has ever been. He has me sit under two wonderful men of God to help me trust men again and I am grateful because throughout my life my mission was to hurt men the way they hurt me. But not anymore thanks to Pastor Reginald O Butler and Pastor David Snyder. I thank God for these two mighty men of Valor. They believe the word of God and their lives are a living walking testimony of the Goodness and Grace of God! I tell you all the truth. I understand why the Lord sent me to these men before going to last church I was at with four long years of warfare. I had to be equipped for the level of warfare I encountered from men and women and believe it or not the fact that I was healed from mental illness, child hood trauma and sexual immorality I was ready and did not waiver. God truly equips us for the battle. The question is will you do it YOUR way or GODโ€™S WAY! Which Gods way is truly the only way and I have realized this over and over again. Those four years was a test for me as well. To make sure I would truly fight with my unshakable faith in God; using His word the BIBLE, PRAYER AND FASTING. And I thank God I pasted the TEST AND THAT ASSIGNMENT IS NOW OVER! I learned so much in those four years. The wickedness in high places coming from church leadership and going down into the congregation. The jealousy and envy in the body of believers. The competition mindset of the leadership against new members sent by God and how they refuse to let God use you knowing they prayed for help but was too jealous and blinded and prideful and wicked to use you. The prayer was answered with you and many others who share the same testimony from this same Church and they refused to let you be used by God to answer the prayers they had been praying because of a ignorant religious spirit and pride. My Lord help me! Help us!! The ignorance and pride of men and women of God who act like they were not sinners and some are still sinning today and using witchcraft! The nerves of People with a title.

However, with all that being said, the assignment is OVER! Glory! And I am grateful I passed my part of the test unlike the leadership who was in the test and failed. We all know what happened when you fail the test. The teacher gives you a chance to pass it. Which means although that church and itโ€™s leadership failed with me. God will sent more people and it will be men because men are desperately needed in that church. There are too many woman who lust over the men of God in that church that are single and married. And now there marriages are failing which is not the will of God. The men of God have allowed the women to lust over them. I am so grateful I was delivered from the spirit of lust before entering that church or I would have been bewitched just like the other woman have been. But my God has me covered!

I am grateful on today because I am not angry or bitter.

Today on May 1, 2023

I AM HEALED, SET FREE, LIVING HAPPILY SINGLE, LOVING THE LORD. With a heart of forgiveness and repentance. I thank God for everyone I have encountered the past 7 years but Iโ€™m looking forward to what the Lord is going to in my life NEXT WHILE I EMBRACE THE NOW! RESTING IN HIS PRESENCE DAILY.

Much Love,

Rosina Akinola

Published by Rosina Akinola

Supernatural Woman, Rosina Akinola is the founder of Save Our Families Incorporated non-profit organization for families who have lost loved ones due to violence. We are taking back our joy, by the Blood of Jesus. My oldest son Sidney Maurice Jackson Jr. was robbed and murdered on November 21, 2015. He was 19 years old, 6 months away for getting his Associates Degree in Business Management. He was also a new father, who was gunned down one day before his son Jaiden turned one month old November 22, 2015. Sidney was taken from us two days before my 37th birthday November 23rd. Sidney made one bad choice, which, cost him his life. I didnโ€™t find out until he was dead and gone. And by that time it was too late and I didnโ€™t want to hear it. Knoxville, Tennessee is a small city that is dying slowly. This city has lost so many young men and women due to senseless violence. There are so many families hurting as a whole. No one ever realizes that the mothers arenโ€™t the only ones hurting. The Fathers, siblings, cousins, aunts, uncles, grandparents and friends hurt as well. But, everyone grieves differently, because of their own personal relationship with the deceased loved one. But, most of all our youth hurt the most. They do not know how to handle grief at all. Weโ€™ve got to be more careful, when it comes to them. They will become severely depressed right in front of your eyes without you knowing it. How can I say this? Well, itโ€™s because it happened to me. I was so wrapped up in the loss of Sidney, two months to the date January 21, 2016 I almost lost my only daughter to suicide. I had to learn the hard way. Iโ€™m trying to prevent other families, from experiencing the same things my family has experienced. I want to be the voice for the mothers who are hurting too badly to SPEAK UP and SPEAK OUT. Iโ€™m trying to help families stay together and support each other. So, many families fall apart after the loss of a family member, especially a child. The Lord is my strengthโ€ฆ