With every blessing, you need to evaluate and pray. Ask God what is him and what is satan. You see the Lord and satan both sends and gives blessings. But the blessings from the Lord makes one rich and adds no sorrow. A blessing from the devil literally robs you of your peace and time.
Sometimes itโs take a while to discern if the blessing is of God or of the devil. Youโve got to listen carefully and pay close attention. Iโm some cases do your own research.
You must understand that when the Lord begins to bless you. The enemy will send in discord. Youโve got to pray and seek the face of God to make sure you are in his will. Do not listen to the discord from the devil because you will live to regret it.
You see, I have learned so many lessons in life and some had to be repeated because I failed the test. How did I fail the test? Well because I did not fast and pray to see what was going on in the spiritual realm. I literally accepted jobs I should have ran away from and denied. I accepted jobs that robbed me of my mental peace and took away from my prayer life and time with God.
I literally worked six days a week and went to church. Did not pray as much as I should have and even though I fasted. I lacked in prayer. You all have no idea how important prayer truly is. You cannot fully understand God or his purpose for your life without having a true intimate relationship with Him. You can only pretend for so long before He reveals that you have mental issues and are running around mad and out of your mind. Claiming that you are busy but you are running from your own demons you havenโt dealt with.
My God from Zion, people of God. Playing church will not get you set free, transformed, delivered or healed. You will live in a prison in your own head. You will be imprisoned in your mind and soul. Then you will try to imprison others. The devil is a liar and you are too.
I have learned to seek the face of God in every situation. Work, home and school to be the best version of my new self because the old me has died and passed away along with my son Sidney Maurice Jackson Jr and my dear mother Kecille Page who would have been 63 on today. So, hear my heart. No one on this earth is more important than Jesus. No job on this earth is more important than Jesus. Contrary to what you have been taught, your spouse and children are not more important than Jesus. God blessed us with all these people, places and things. But He will also take away the same people, places and things He has blessed you with. All because you forgot about Him once you got what you prayed for.
Understand that Godโs permissive will is not his perfect will. Just because you are married does not mean that is the spouse He chose for you. Stop telling that lie to us single people. Yeah, I said it. If it was God your spouse would have some of the same desires you have especially sexually. Considering the Bible tells us about sex in a marriage. How you marry someone who donโt want to have sex with you? Yeah, Iโm in the spirit giving you married folks something to truly think about since yโall claim God put ya together. God will give you your heart desires to make sure the marriage last forever and He will give you the grace to make sure it is a healthy marriage. God to the Lord for yourself and ask Him. He will let you know if you are in His perfect will for your life or his permissive will your own selfish desires which is completely different.
Much Love
Rosina Akinola

