Thank you Jesus! Time Flies!

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Jesus! Itโ€™s October 1, 2021. Where did the time go? Time doesnโ€™t stop ๐Ÿ›‘ for no one. My late motherโ€™s Birthday is in twelve days. Lord knows I miss her. But her pain is gone. No more suffering for her and I am grateful sheโ€™s out of pain. She loves with me and it hurt me that I couldnโ€™t take her pain away. She lived with a bullet lodged in her back near her spine from 1989 until it shattered into tiny pieces in her body in 2004. So from 1989 until 2018 my mother lived with unbearable pain. Long-suffering.

Feb 1, 2018 she passed away in her sleep early morning on February 3, 2018. She was ready and at peace as you can clearly see in her glowing smile!
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Lord help me!

Lord knows I love and miss her. But I tell you the truth. With all the losses I have encountered in the past five plus years. Iโ€™m grateful I am alive and in my right mind. Burying a child changes a person. Planning funerals back to back for family members changes a person. But God has been good to me.

God has kept me in my right mind and I donโ€™t look like the hell and high water I have experienced throughout my 42 years on this earth. I will be 43 in November and it will be six years since I buried my oldest son Sidney Maurice Jackson Jr.

I truly thank the Lord for perseverance. He has been so good to me. Iโ€™ve got plenty of wisdom and they gray hair to prove it under my wig โ€ฆ. Lol But I have a youthful heart โค๏ธ and by the grace of God a youthful face and body that is fully functional with good mental and physical health!

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Always give thanks and glory to God! It is by His mercies that we are not consumed.

Some of you are mad because I donโ€™t look like the hell I have been through. But God!

I am blessed and highly favored by God!

Jesus loves me for the Bible tells me so!

Itโ€™s the truth! Thank you Jesusโ€™

Thank you Jesus! They are mad. When all they need to do is cast their cares on you and stop ๐Ÿ›‘ stressing.

I literally go up and down in size and thank God no matter what! Because I am healthy internally.

Lord, I just want to thank you for saving me and never leaving me. Through it all, you loved me when I couldnโ€™t love myself. I thank you for my mom! If it wasnโ€™t for her I wouldnโ€™t be here. She chose LIFE! She could have chosen to abort but she gave me and my brother and two sisters life. They will appreciate her for that reason alone someday. She did the best she could with what she had. I love you momma. โค๏ธ

Published by Rosina Akinola

Supernatural Woman, Rosina Akinola is the founder of Save Our Families Incorporated non-profit organization for families who have lost loved ones due to violence. We are taking back our joy, by the Blood of Jesus. My oldest son Sidney Maurice Jackson Jr. was robbed and murdered on November 21, 2015. He was 19 years old, 6 months away for getting his Associates Degree in Business Management. He was also a new father, who was gunned down one day before his son Jaiden turned one month old November 22, 2015. Sidney was taken from us two days before my 37th birthday November 23rd. Sidney made one bad choice, which, cost him his life. I didnโ€™t find out until he was dead and gone. And by that time it was too late and I didnโ€™t want to hear it. Knoxville, Tennessee is a small city that is dying slowly. This city has lost so many young men and women due to senseless violence. There are so many families hurting as a whole. No one ever realizes that the mothers arenโ€™t the only ones hurting. The Fathers, siblings, cousins, aunts, uncles, grandparents and friends hurt as well. But, everyone grieves differently, because of their own personal relationship with the deceased loved one. But, most of all our youth hurt the most. They do not know how to handle grief at all. Weโ€™ve got to be more careful, when it comes to them. They will become severely depressed right in front of your eyes without you knowing it. How can I say this? Well, itโ€™s because it happened to me. I was so wrapped up in the loss of Sidney, two months to the date January 21, 2016 I almost lost my only daughter to suicide. I had to learn the hard way. Iโ€™m trying to prevent other families, from experiencing the same things my family has experienced. I want to be the voice for the mothers who are hurting too badly to SPEAK UP and SPEAK OUT. Iโ€™m trying to help families stay together and support each other. So, many families fall apart after the loss of a family member, especially a child. The Lord is my strengthโ€ฆ