Confession Time

Hello everyone, I truly pray that all is well with you and your families. I pray you have thank the Lord for waking you and your family up on this morning, for this is the day that the Lord has made and we shall rejoice and be glad He has allowed us to see it another morning. For His mercies are new every morning.

You all, I tell you the truth. I never knew that getting my tubes tied because I was in a abusive relationship; that could have killed me and my last son while I was carrying him in my womb: would come back to haunt me 13 years later after my oldest son Sidney Maurice Jackson Jr was murdered at the age 19.

After my son Sidney Jr was murdered, I literally got upset with myself for getting my tubes tied in order to save my own life. But, God reminded me that I made the right choice because that young man would have kept me pregnant, he would have kept on beating me because I wouldn’t leave him because I was on e afraid. God reminded me that I didn’t just save my life at that moment but my three children’s life as well.

So, before you all assume there is something wrong with women who have had their tubes tied. You don’t know if that choice was a life changing moment to Save He Family. No, one else could protect my children but me. So, keep on laughing and see how that works out for you. You never that life savings decisions you will be forced to make in order to LIVE AND NOT DIE.

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Published by Rosina Akinola

Supernatural Woman, Rosina Akinola is the founder of Save Our Families Incorporated non-profit organization for families who have lost loved ones due to violence. We are taking back our joy, by the Blood of Jesus. My oldest son Sidney Maurice Jackson Jr. was robbed and murdered on November 21, 2015. He was 19 years old, 6 months away for getting his Associates Degree in Business Management. He was also a new father, who was gunned down one day before his son Jaiden turned one month old November 22, 2015. Sidney was taken from us two days before my 37th birthday November 23rd. Sidney made one bad choice, which, cost him his life. I didnโ€™t find out until he was dead and gone. And by that time it was too late and I didnโ€™t want to hear it. Knoxville, Tennessee is a small city that is dying slowly. This city has lost so many young men and women due to senseless violence. There are so many families hurting as a whole. No one ever realizes that the mothers arenโ€™t the only ones hurting. The Fathers, siblings, cousins, aunts, uncles, grandparents and friends hurt as well. But, everyone grieves differently, because of their own personal relationship with the deceased loved one. But, most of all our youth hurt the most. They do not know how to handle grief at all. Weโ€™ve got to be more careful, when it comes to them. They will become severely depressed right in front of your eyes without you knowing it. How can I say this? Well, itโ€™s because it happened to me. I was so wrapped up in the loss of Sidney, two months to the date January 21, 2016 I almost lost my only daughter to suicide. I had to learn the hard way. Iโ€™m trying to prevent other families, from experiencing the same things my family has experienced. I want to be the voice for the mothers who are hurting too badly to SPEAK UP and SPEAK OUT. Iโ€™m trying to help families stay together and support each other. So, many families fall apart after the loss of a family member, especially a child. The Lord is my strengthโ€ฆ