What I’ve learned thus far during 2021

Hello beautiful people! I hope all is well with you and your family. I tell you all the truth the past eight months of 2021 have been good to me. We lost two family members. Two new family members were born. Hallelujah to the lamb of God. My youngest son graduated High School. My family immediate family are all doing well. Prayer works. Never underestimate the power of a praying woman. I’ve been away from the church building but I have grown more spiritually than I ever had at any religious church I’ve attended. Religion hindered my perception of who Jesus Christ of Nazareth truly is in my life I had no idea until the Lord sat my down March of this year. My students loans have been canceled praise the Lord!

People understand that no one in this earth is perfect. But some people have habitual lifestyles that will hinder and hurt you. Please don’t be upset with the church or the leaders who hurt you because that wasn’t God. They don’t have God in them because if they did they would love and forgive just like Jesus did no matter what. So, understand that hurt people hurt others. Understand that misery loves company. Understand that many people are selfish and do not care about you(.) Understand that people want you around when it’s good for them. People want you around when you have money to give. People use you. Unhealthy people with unhealthy mindsets use others (.) But God will never use you. God loves you. Understand that every situation you have experienced with church folks was to grow your integrity not theirs. You see, what I’ve come to find out is that the people in leadership in the last church I was a member at has insecurities. Their behavior toward me had absolutely nothing to do with me but everything to do with them. And with me knowing this… Well, the truth is my integrity was tested. Oh yes it was tested time and time again especially the last go round in March of this year. However, I thank God for the separation! There’s nothing like a divine separation that God has put in place to teach the people who didn’t appreciate you that you weren’t the problem, you were the help they prayed for. My God from Zion. However, sometimes you realize once it’s too late.

I hope you all enjoy your day. Thank God for the divine separation. It was for your own good. You didn’t lose you actually won! Thank God for all the victories He has already won and your future victories!

Thank you Lord Jesus 🙌🏽

PS. Don’t got where you are constantly disrespected and put out because you don’t agree. You respected the leadership. You prayed for the leaders and the congregation. They refused to allow you to grow because they were jealous of your spiritual gifts. Jealous of your talents. Your ambition and zeal for God. You literally did nothing wrong but they put you out the church and allowed you to come back once the people started getting sick and their family members started dying. Don’t allow them to use your anointing that God gave you. Leave them where they are because if they want you bad enough they will invite and send for you. Stop going where you are not appreciated, honor or respected. All because you don’t look (body shape), speak 🗣 , think 💭 , you don’t dress like this👚 👖but you wear dresses 👗, or sing 🎤 like them(because you are anointed and the anointing breaks the yoke of bondage.) God does not will for you to suffer and the church does not have the love of God. Don’t be fooled. Ask God to give you the spiritual gift of discernment. Once God separated you from what has hindered you. Don’t go back. Move on and move forward. They missed it! You were sent to help and they missed it!

Most of all. Don’t feel bad because you tried. They laughed and thought it was a joke . Now, they realize it was truly a move of God. You being sent there was a move of God. Now, wait for God to sent you to the next destination or assignment. While you are waiting, continue to fast, pray and seek His face daily.