Job 6

Job 6:1-30 [1]THEN JOB answered, [2]Oh, that my impatience and vexation might be [thoroughly] weighed and all my calamity be laid up over against them in the balances, one against the other [to see if my grief is unmanly]! [3]For now it would be heavier than the sand of the sea; therefore my words have been rash and wild, [4][But it is] because the arrows of the Almighty are within me, the poison which my spirit drinks up; the terrors of God set themselves in array against me. [5]Does the wild ass bray when it has grass? Or does the ox low over its fodder? [6]Can that which has no taste to it be eaten without salt? Or is there any flavor in the white of an egg? [7][These afflictions] my soul refuses to touch! Such things are like diseased food to me [sickening and repugnant]! [8]Oh, that I might have my request, and that God would grant me the thing that I long for! [9]I even wish that it would please God to crush me, that He would let loose His hand and cut me off! [10]Then would I still have consolationโ€“yes, I would leap [for joy] amid unsparing pain [though I shrink from it]โ€“that I have not concealed or denied the words of the Holy One! [11]What strength have I left, that I should wait and hope? And what is ahead of me, that I should be patient? [12]Is my strength and endurance that of stones? Or is my flesh made of bronze? [13]Is it not that I have no help in myself, and that wisdom is quite driven from me? [14]To him who is about to faint and despair, kindness is due from his friend, lest he forsake the fear of the Almighty. [15][You] my brethren have dealt deceitfully as a brook, as the channel of brooks that pass away, [16]Which are black and turbid by reason of the ice, and in which the snows hides itself; [17]When they get warm, they shrink and disappear; when it is hot, they vanish out of their place. [18]The caravans which travel by way of them turn aside; they go into the waste places and perish. [Such is my disappointment in you, the friends I fully trusted.] [19]The caravans of Tema looked [for water], the companies of Sheba waited for them [in vain]. [20]They were confounded because they had hoped [to find water]; they came there and were bitterly disappointed. [21]Now to me you are [like a dried-up brook]; you see my dismay and terror, and [believing me to be a victim of God’s anger] you are afraid [to sympathize with me]. [22]Did I ever say, Bring me a gift, or Pay a bribe on my account from your wealth [23]To deliver me from the adversary’s hand, or Redeem me from the hand of the oppressors? [24]Teach me, and I will hold my peace; and cause me to understand wherein I have erred. [25]How forcible are words of straightforward speech! But what does your arguing argue and prove or your reproof reprove? [26]Do you imagine your words to be an argument, but the speeches of one who is desperate to be as wind? [27]Yes, you would cast lots over the fatherless and bargain away your friend. [28]Now be pleased to look upon me, that it may be evident to you if I lie [for surely I would not lie to your face]. [29]Return [from your suspicion], I pray you, let there be no injustice; yes, return again [to confidence in me], my vindication is in it. [30]Is there wrong on my tongue? Cannot my taste discern what is destructive?

Published by Rosina Akinola

Supernatural Woman, Rosina Akinola is the founder of Save Our Families Incorporated non-profit organization for families who have lost loved ones due to violence. We are taking back our joy, by the Blood of Jesus. My oldest son Sidney Maurice Jackson Jr. was robbed and murdered on November 21, 2015. He was 19 years old, 6 months away for getting his Associates Degree in Business Management. He was also a new father, who was gunned down one day before his son Jaiden turned one month old November 22, 2015. Sidney was taken from us two days before my 37th birthday November 23rd. Sidney made one bad choice, which, cost him his life. I didnโ€™t find out until he was dead and gone. And by that time it was too late and I didnโ€™t want to hear it. Knoxville, Tennessee is a small city that is dying slowly. This city has lost so many young men and women due to senseless violence. There are so many families hurting as a whole. No one ever realizes that the mothers arenโ€™t the only ones hurting. The Fathers, siblings, cousins, aunts, uncles, grandparents and friends hurt as well. But, everyone grieves differently, because of their own personal relationship with the deceased loved one. But, most of all our youth hurt the most. They do not know how to handle grief at all. Weโ€™ve got to be more careful, when it comes to them. They will become severely depressed right in front of your eyes without you knowing it. How can I say this? Well, itโ€™s because it happened to me. I was so wrapped up in the loss of Sidney, two months to the date January 21, 2016 I almost lost my only daughter to suicide. I had to learn the hard way. Iโ€™m trying to prevent other families, from experiencing the same things my family has experienced. I want to be the voice for the mothers who are hurting too badly to SPEAK UP and SPEAK OUT. Iโ€™m trying to help families stay together and support each other. So, many families fall apart after the loss of a family member, especially a child. The Lord is my strengthโ€ฆ