Job 10;

Amplified Bible. Job 10:1-22 [1]I AM weary of my life and loathe it! I will give free expression to my complaint; I will speak in the bitterness of my soul. [2]I will say to God, Do not condemn me [do not make me guilty]! Show me why You contend with me. [3]Does it seem good to You that You should oppress, that You should despise and reject the work of Your hands, and favor the schemes of the wicked? [4]Have You eyes of flesh? Do You see as man sees? [5]Are Your days as the days of man, are Your years as man’s [years], [6]That You inquire after my iniquity and search for my sinโ€“ [7]Although You know that I am not wicked or guilty and that there is none who can deliver me out of Your hand? [8]Your hands have formed me and made me. Would You turn around and destroy me? [9]Remember [earnestly], I beseech You, that You have fashioned me as clay [out of the same earth material, exquisitely and elaborately]. And will You bring me into dust again? [10]Have You not poured me out like milk and curdled me like cheese? [11]You have clothed me with skin and flesh and have knit me together with bones and sinews. [12]You have granted me life and favor, and Your providence has preserved my spirit. [13]Yet these [the present evils] have You hid in Your heart [for me since my creation]; I know that this was with You [in Your purpose and thought]. [14]If I sin, then You observe me, and You will not acquit me from my iniquity and guilt. [15]If I am wicked, woe unto me! And if I am righteous, yet must I not lift up my head, for I am filled with disgrace and the sight of my affliction. [16]If I lift myself up, You hunt me like a lion and again show Yourself [inflicting] marvelous [trials] upon me. [17]You renew Your witnesses against me and increase Your indignation toward me; I am as if attacked by a troop time after time. [18]Why then did You bring me forth out of the womb? Would that I had perished and no eye had seen me! [19]I should have been as though I had not existed; I should have been carried from the womb to the grave. [20]Are not my days few? Cease then and let me alone, that I may take a little comfort and cheer up [21]Before I go whence I shall not return, even to the land of darkness and the shadow of death, [22]The land of sunless gloom as intense darkness, [the land] of the shadow of death, without any order, and where the light is as thick darkness.

Published by Rosina Akinola

Supernatural Woman, Rosina Akinola is the founder of Save Our Families Incorporated non-profit organization for families who have lost loved ones due to violence. We are taking back our joy, by the Blood of Jesus. My oldest son Sidney Maurice Jackson Jr. was robbed and murdered on November 21, 2015. He was 19 years old, 6 months away for getting his Associates Degree in Business Management. He was also a new father, who was gunned down one day before his son Jaiden turned one month old November 22, 2015. Sidney was taken from us two days before my 37th birthday November 23rd. Sidney made one bad choice, which, cost him his life. I didnโ€™t find out until he was dead and gone. And by that time it was too late and I didnโ€™t want to hear it. Knoxville, Tennessee is a small city that is dying slowly. This city has lost so many young men and women due to senseless violence. There are so many families hurting as a whole. No one ever realizes that the mothers arenโ€™t the only ones hurting. The Fathers, siblings, cousins, aunts, uncles, grandparents and friends hurt as well. But, everyone grieves differently, because of their own personal relationship with the deceased loved one. But, most of all our youth hurt the most. They do not know how to handle grief at all. Weโ€™ve got to be more careful, when it comes to them. They will become severely depressed right in front of your eyes without you knowing it. How can I say this? Well, itโ€™s because it happened to me. I was so wrapped up in the loss of Sidney, two months to the date January 21, 2016 I almost lost my only daughter to suicide. I had to learn the hard way. Iโ€™m trying to prevent other families, from experiencing the same things my family has experienced. I want to be the voice for the mothers who are hurting too badly to SPEAK UP and SPEAK OUT. Iโ€™m trying to help families stay together and support each other. So, many families fall apart after the loss of a family member, especially a child. The Lord is my strengthโ€ฆ