My Lord

Okay Lord!

Now I must admit that what you have shown me lately about these men in ministry is absolutely amazing. But, what I don’t like are the ones who try to judge me off my past and are actually infatuated with me. They know about my sexual past. And are mad they cannot have sex with me for real. And the craziest part about it all, is that my past is my past. I know what I am capable of doing in the home and bedroom. I know what I’m able to do being a help mate all together.

So, you have men who wish I was still a babe in Christ going to church and living like a whore. Lol Help them Lord! My virginity was taken I did not give it away. The life I was living was chosen for me not by me and that’s the difference. They are so use to women who gave up their virginity they do not understand the women whose lives were altered by perverts inside and outside their families. They truly have no idea how those males messed up our lives. Some women will never recover.

Some of these men in ministry are just as perverted as the guys who took my virginity and molested me and other females. They are literally wolves in sheep’s clothing. You have allowed me to have three personal encounters with three men. One was a deacon, another was a minister and the last man was just lying about ministry because he knew I was very active in ministry. You have allowed me to witness the perverts who use ministry to get the woman off track. The devil in disguise.

I just want to thank you for the experience, because it has saved me from other men in the church holding titles and only want sex and not marriage. It’s truly sad how the married pastors tried to play me but my discernment is on a supernatural high. Once, I didn’t take the bait he tried to destroy my ministry. You have shown me that these man made titles mean absolutely nothing to you. We are all your servants. You show me the person’s heart and I thank you. You also show me their motives, thank you again. Most of all you let me know what spirit they are flowing in. Thank you Holy Spirit of God! Holy Ghost fire and power! Not by mighty, not by power, but by my spirit says the spirit of the Lord! Hallelujah to the lamb of God!

Thank you Jesus for keeping me from these money hungry vultures and perverts who only want the women in the church for their money and sex! Discernment is a wonderful spiritual gift to be blessed with.

Thank you Father for always watching over my children and grandchildren. It’s a wonderful feeling not to worry about things that I truly know I have no control over. I cannot control anyone’s actions but my own and I need you Holy Spirit to keep me in order(.) I cannot keep to myself without your spirit so I thank you Father God. Supernatural Saturday!

Rosina Akinola